是時候給自己一個交代。
轉眼間自己已經24歲,考預官,申請研發替代役。進入碩士班5個月的最後衝刺,只需要再加把勁,整理數據,寫出一篇論文,通過口試。我將獲得一個不錯的文憑,看起來也有一個算是光明的未來。然而在人生的十字路口,我轉了一個彎,選擇一條和其他人不一樣的道路。沒人能告訴我這條路該怎麼走,我需要憑著自己的力量去剷除前方的荊棘,翻山越嶺抵達目的地。沈澱自己,認真思考「我到底想要什麼人生」。
背起行囊,離開緯度23.1°N的南島,經過漫長的19小時飛行與2次轉機,踏上57°4N的北國—瑞典。6小時的時差,晚上11點於地平面消失的太陽,1年的新生活。
位於斯堪地那維亞半島的瑞典,國土面積為450,295平方公里,為歐盟第三大國,總人口940萬人。首都斯德哥爾摩(Stockholm),人口約130萬,為斯堪地那維亞第一大城。
高雄,香港,慕尼黑,哥德堡—這就是故事的開場白。
Robert Frost (1874–1963). Mountain Interval. 1920
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.